.Friday, June 20, 2008 ' 3:27 PM Y
when you quarrel everyday with ur family,and yet try to control your temper thinking you're damn smart doing that,wrong.your anger will only build up.it affects ur mentality.as u keep quiet,u will only feel anger and hatred.and when some1 close to you talks to you,you juz cant seem to understand the intentions of the person.instead,you will throw out everything on the person without knowing it.you juz wont be able to control yourself.u juz need to let everything out at 1 go.im sorry u had to be the 1 to take all of it,though u said u''ll be there for me no matter wad,i knew this proved too much to take.things were already rocky,i guess this ended everything.everything juz came at the wrong time,and unfortunately for us we couldnt pass this.i wished it was some1 else who had talked to me and not u.at least i would be able to try to change some things to wad u actually want.but NO!everything is juz over,why?haha..when self-control gets the better of u..and when u lack communication with ur family.u will end up losing something/someone even more important to u.for me,i lost my life,my love.i wish i can have you back,to make up for all my mistakes..i pray this day to come soon..i'll change..really.Labels: come back soon..i'll be waiting..
